29 years of shame

29 years have gone past me ,no big achivements to drum.but yes with my limitations i was able to live 29 x 365 days .am falling back ,bits and pieces ,the assuarence of my inabilities come in all forms ,big and small. am falling back,,,,, i need to do what no one will expect from me.i need to go so far that no one recognises me .want to asses what i am capable.all i can pray for now is that one chance to go ,to some far of place to atleast try and live the way which contradicts my past.it aches ,cant look in to the mirror anymore ,how could i feel bad about myself like this?
i need to go ,need thid break ,need to hide but need to live too.wish tommorow i shall feel better and write something which contradicts this post.

i accept

There is a feel of loss in my thoughts today ,a loss that cud have been my life’s oxygen ,the reason for me to reenergize .but am happy at the same time cuz the reason for me to reenergize cud turn out to be the reasons loss. I confess that I have gone wrong in all my decisions and I accept that I am my own grave digger, but am i that unlucky that I don’t get a second chance?. All I cud say is that am sorry my dear life that I have wasted you……………

May goodness lead you ,and let the deaf hear and blind see

“Kindness is a language which the deaf can hear and the blind can see"

well done rahmaniacs ,by capturing the life of all those orphans on the I Day.

For rahmaniacs ,my salaam

തേച്നോലോഗി

മാത്തൂര്‍ ഭാഷ മലയാളം ആണെങ്ങില്ലും ,വയികാനും എഴുതാനും അറിയാത്ത ചില്ല മനുശരില്‍ ഞാനും ഉള്പടുന്നു , സ്സ്ല്ക് വരെ തമിള്‍ ആയിര്രുനു രേന്ടാം ഭാഷ ,വളരെ കഷ്ടപട്ടു ജെയിച്ചു .അതില്‍ പിന്നേ ഫ്രെന്ച്ച് ആയിരുന്നു രേന്ടാം ഭാഷ .വെല്‍ ഇഫ് യു ആരെ കന്ഫുസേദ് ദാറ്റ് ഹൌ ഡോ ഐ വ്രിറെ ഇന്‍ മലയാളം ? വെല്‍ ടെക്നോളജി ,ദാമന്‍ .......ഓനെ ഫൈന്‍ ഇയര്‍ ലങ്ങുഅങേസ് വില്‍ ബി എ പാര്‍ട്ട് ഓഫ് ഹിസ്റ്ററി ആന്‍ഡ് ടെക്നോളജി വില്‍ ടെസിടെ വാട്ട് ലാംഗ്വേജ് ടോ സ്പീക് ആന്‍ഡ് ടോ വ്ഹോം ടോ സ്പീക് ,,എഫ്ഫെക്ട്സ് ആരെ കൂള്‍ ബട്ട് സൈഡ് എഫ്ഫെക്ട്സ് ???????????????????



i know i know that any one reading this wud be laughing like hell ,this is just a try.

பாரதி உன் உளறல் இன்றும் ஒலிக்கிறது

தனி ஒரு மனிதனுக்கு உணவு இல்லை எனில் இந்த ஜகத்தினை அழித்திடுவோம்.



He who writes poetry is not a poet. He whose poetry has become his life, and who has made his life his poetry - it is he who is a poet." - Bharathy

“Freedom is not worth having if it does not include the freedom to make mistakes.”

global we say when it comes to warming ,but isnt we whoa to blamed?

Earth provides enough to satisfy every man's need, but not every man's greed
----Mahatma Gandhi ----
As I sit in here with the 4 walls and the ceiling protecting me ,a thin ray of sun gives me the much needed warmth but then is this the same somewhere in the Sahara desert ?.Sun burns the skin of young and old,1000 dead due to sun stroke. I might not sound that scientific ,the topic might be ,the issue surrounding these sudden changes in the climate which meets either ends of the extreme, every deed has a scientific reason .Like , why are the hurricane more stronger that strikes the northern America ? , why should the sea water slowly be deprived of its salty characteristic?, reasons: we are, Why blame it on a terminology called Global Warming , I might sound more emotional than scientific that is because I believe that the topic need an emotional way of dealing, there is so much happening in this world that we get carried away and we just take a few issues for granted, and these few issues will determine the future of this world we live in.
Immature love says: "I love you because I need you." Mature love says: "I need you because I love you."----Mahatma Gandhi